May be a fool!

You get caught up between 'it could be good' and 'its just not meant to be'. One moment you're hopeful, unsure the other. Is it too early for it to be a sound judgment or too late to be a regret? This is actually the state you're wary of but your own masterstroke of carelessness lands you bang in the middle of it. Happy fools day, you say to yourself. But for you, it just doesn't show up only once in April!